Finally

Finally, I got to write down what I did and felt at the last weekend.

This morning, it was quite busy doing some annoying errands, but, at the same time, it's much better than nothing.

It helps me keep focusing on what I need to do and what I desire to do.

So, let's get down to the point.

On Saturday, I saw the movie called "Call my by your name", which is one of my favorite movies now.

The thing is if I go on talking about this movie, it won't end literally cause I've got so many things to say.

So, I have to move on the real point.

What is my real point that I want to deliver?

Yesterday evening, I met my friends who have been in the same community and sharing our lives quite profoundly and intensely.

It was another intense meeting we've had. 

The reason why is because, roughly I would say, we were confronting the reality that we nearly didn't know about at all.

We just knew that if we were to enter a huge company like Samsung, we would make a fortune.

After having heard the actual number of the money we could get, we were verge on the breakdown, which genuinely discouraged us.

The important thing that we must point out is why we were distracted by the actual number and what and which point makes us disappointed and feel dreadful.

The first dominant factor, I'm quite sure, is money.

Although we've been trying to keep away from the consciousness of money regarded as by far the most vital value in modern society, by the time we heard that actual amount of money our believes just fell apart.

We've known that in this capitalism-centered society money has got so much power, on the other hand, we've believed that we could fight against this main stream.

The funny thing is.. so was it intense that we just lost words because it made us incredibly frustrated.

We were basically under the illusion. 

We could do good for parents and buy houses or things we've wanted that aren't even expensive.

Comparison and a figment of our imagination might have had an impact on our believes badly.

In a nutshell, I might have been just following the value that is money, which is quite devastating.

So, when we parted, we weren't able to think of the key which applies to the frustration we took seriously.

While travelling home on the train, I got the call with Gio who I genuinely rely on.

We were talking to each other about how we've been getting along in our lives to catch up, which is always amazingly pleasure to do.

This is one of the reasons why I love him.

This writing just went off track. 

I'm going to go on to write things down that we talked about.