School day

Today was the real first time on my civil service.

What I did in school is basically to read a book called Existentialism is Humanism, which was written by the philosopher called Jean-Paul Sartre.

I feel like I've got so much fortune, but it will turn out in some way. 

So, I'm not taking for granted and just facing it without seeing what really doesn't exist in it. 

During lunch time, I joined the meal with some teachers who were on work even though it's been a vacation period.

There is a variety of themes that I want to mention about the meal that I had with them.

The first strong impression was that "Okay,, this is what's happening in school", which means, subjectively speaking, that there is no such thing like hope in school.

The conversation that I obviously heard from the teachers implies that there is no love for students and there is no affection for them.

Sadly, what I felt is that they're doing just what they're asked and ordered. 

It could be a rash judgment that I've made. I'm just going to keep watching over it so that I would know way better about what has happened and what would be happening in school, which I hopefully think is going to be a foundation stone when I build a school.

Thanks for all that has been given to me.