Fear

I figured out that even though I've been reminding myself and keeping in mind that I'm a non-conformist and dreaming and enjoying to face the intense reality at the same time, it has turned out not to be true.

I'm just covering myself as if I were like that.

I do fear. I feel intimidated. I feel devastated. 

I do not enjoy challenge. I'm not a passionated person. I didn't throw myself into anything.

I'm so scared of facing my vulnerabilities.

I do not make any progress.

I do not do anything, basically.

Do something

Do something.

Do something..

I'd rather just vomit.