Emptying the Question

I reassure that we don't learn anything in life by living in fairy-tale land, we learn by facing the reality of vulnerabilities.

On this note, as far as I'm concerned, this signifies what really matters in my life. 

Facing the reality means not to forget the essential questions that have been and are given to us. 

Forgetting them and being numb is a inadequate position as a human-being. The reason why is because the answer to the questions of life doesn't lie in this dominion, this self-control. 

I do not know what the questions are yet exactly, but I can compare now to the past I used to live without questions that encourage me to keep living and engage me into the genuine reality. The past itself was devastating, dreadful and caused relentless self-criticism. 

The society and people who are conformist creates diversions and distractors in order to obscure the genuine and great interest which is the essential question, the question of meaning. I don't desire to be enslaved by them. 

I'm getting freedom from being judged by unnatural ways of judgment.

I'm not going to be accused of not conforming the social standards I'm forced to meet.

I just go on living my life having the essential questions.

If I don't give up and keep up with the reality, I will find out what the life is about.

Furthermore., the most noble statement that I received is that feel something I obviously did.

Being numb never could be a position considered as a position as a human person.